http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y8h5yvvspYU

So I am sitting here tongue tied. I am forced to witness the rise yet again of some gay music that is supposed to be all spiritual and path walking and I want to puke. Honestly I love it when someone has something real to say about life. Not timidly rehashing the same old positive gospel purple wearing walking in beauty. COME ON Life is hard , life is a struggle, it is painful and ecstatic. I am not going to tell you gratuitously uplifting things to inspire you to walk in beauty. I will however do what I say I am going to do... I wish I could meet more people like me.I am about reality, loving, excess, laughing, vanity, pain, and the screaming dirty sexiness that wakes up me up every morning and says ..." Janet what we gonna do today?"I am watching my 13 year old daughter go through peoples flakiness and her being disappointed in her authority figures general lack of integrity. Not to mention their suspicion and jealousy over how beautiful inside and out she is...All I can do is reassure her that she is not crazy and that in life I think it is best to take a non attachment view of things . Be self reliant, self loving and have integrity. Be yourself..."Who is myself ", she asks "Everyone says I am just like my grama that I have my father's mouth and temper and my mother's eyes and musical ability...Who am I?"

Smart kid...

Pin-up of the day...

So I am almost done with facebook. Too much from too many that happens too fast. I am going to concentrate on this instead. See if my rambling on-line diary will be interesting to anyone but me.
I just came from the computer doctor who says it will be 100$ to fix my puter. Bummer. Careful about saying yes to a " microsoft virus alert update". It will mess your puter bad. It acts like an anti virus then asks for money and won't x out...bastards!! People need to get a better hobby. I suggest to all considering malevolent behaviour to read " The War of Art", Steven Pressfield. He talks about people resisting their soul's work desire and becoming resentful and negative. A brilliant elaboration/extrapolation of the old " If you had a million what would you do " question...

I regards to my glamourous music career , Big Soul is starting location scouting for my " Out on a limb Video" I will hear more soon...They are deep in "Digging Roots " video production as we speak, so I am standing by for updates. Still no word from Arbor records yet about when the record is coming out..or even getting finished.

Mike Latschislaw took this picture. I love it, always wanted to have a pin up of myself. So darn cute. It was taken at his now "x "studio in the exchange district in Winnipeg Manitoba.
My daughter and I are going to see Wolverine at the Raven's Cry Theatre tonight. It is a good behaviour award for the end of her week long grounding, for having boys in the house when I was out. Kids ; )